Well, I was going to title this blog, “What in the Actual F**k?” but I didn’t want to scandalize my readers.  Honestly though, that’s what it should be titled. I know that’s how most of us are feeling. What started with a sense of awe at escalating world events, and “Whoa, this is really happening” has slowly morphed over the last (quarantined) weeks into alternating waves of lows (disbelief, anxiety, and fear) and relative highs (optimism, sense of well-being, “this could be much worse/we’re going to be fine.”)  For me personally, the last 6 or 7 weeks have been tough. I recently re-read my post from early March and laughed…